Why do you take up so much time? I never feel like I have enough time in the day to do all the things I need to do, and here you come and take up a good eight hours every night! What gives you the right to demand an entire THIRD of my life on just laying there doing nothing? I need more time for more productive things.
And I can't just choose to ignore you, no. Somehow you have the ability to make me feel like crap if I don't give you the time you want. There's just so many things I could be doing with that time, why do you have to have so much of it? There is no other single activity that takes up as much as you do. I just want a little more free time, is that so much to ask?
But at the same time... I love you. You're all soft and warm and comfortable. You're stress free. So relaxing, there's no need to put in any effort of energy, there's no doing poorly and getting others mad at you, there's just... peace. It's so nice.
So I guess we have a love-hate relationship.
-SF
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